sighs...
really irritated with my mother once again
she's just so irritating and biased
its unbelievable
my sister can sleep without getting disturbed
but i was supposed to wake up early to help to scrub the floor for her...
not my sis
noo...she wasn't even disturbed a single bit
just me
i have to do all the housework at home
so what if i always did that when i was young
that was before i realised that i was being unfairly treated
and before i found other things that i can do with my time other than follow my parents everywhere
they din really pay me much attention when i was young
so i helped out to be around them more often so they'd care more about me
well that was wrong thing i did
now they just take me for granted
none of my siblings need to do anything
only me
its so unfair
when i ask why dont they need to
all i get is "dont compare. wld it kill u to help out"
no it wont
but its so unfair
then wld it kill THEM for u to ask them to help out?
or wld it kill u?
sometimes i just wish i wasn't born
getting treated like that just makes me hate my family
i feel more like the maid rather than a part of the family
everytime its just "michelle do this, do that"
never my sister or my brother
i think my mom has a case of ocd
she wants everything to be very clean
its not like my house is v dirty
its clean, but sometimes a bit dusty
and she wants it to be clean like everyday!
but we dont have a maid
n my house is not that small
what more, she doesn't want to clean it on her own
she just complains of backache backache
like WHATEVER
if u're not willing to do it urself
u shouldn't expect ppl to do it
all the more u shouldn't shout at ppl to do it
just lower ur expectations for god's sake.
we have no maid
just make do
u cant live in a house as clean as before...
so stop expecting it from us!
it really irritates me
and u just scold me n shout at me
expecting me to hear u when we're like 2 floors apart
and getting angry at me when i dont
i mean like
I DONT HAVE LIKE SUPERHEARING!
gosh
if u dont even bother to come up to ask me to do something
then u shouldn't expect me to do so
u dont respect me
so i'd do the same to u
tit for tat.
u say i'm very rude with bad attitude
well guess wat
i learnt it all from u
u're a 'oh so good' role model huh.
cant wait till u go to china for 2 weeks.
gosh i cant wait till sch starts n i'm in hall far away from u.
i really feel more like a maid than ur child.
i think u show the maid more appreciation than u do me
and that really hurts.